*sighs*...so screwed up...my life...me in general is just lame, there's not reason for existance...the meaning of life is to live then die...everything will die, so why cant I die now? Is it a crime or something?
Tanya finished crying @ 7:30 PM

 
No it isnt fair...I've come to realise I love Kane, and only the goddess would know why. I'm fucked..what about Tom? AHHHH I know I still love Tom, but loving 2 people isnt right...ahhhhhh what will I do? WHAT WILL I DO?
Tanya finished crying @ 7:28 PM

 
Danielle's talking to me on the phone, she's pissed...Her mum brought her 6 cans of Cougar...ahhhh...i'm going for a smoke...bye bye cruel world
Tanya finished crying @ 9:24 PM

 
Oh fuck...i've cut myself...i rang Kane (Only cos i got paranoid) and he told Taity and everyone else...next thing I know they're at my house...Oh fuck, i wish they didnt...they know what my dad is like...AHHHHHH SOMEONE FIND ME SOME ROPE SO I CAN HANG MYSELF!!
Tanya finished crying @ 9:23 PM

 
Okay some news...I love Tom Franzen...I love him heaps, but there's someone else on my mind...no not Taity... someone else but my love for Tom is far more superior...I love him more than life it'self *sigh* My life is so damn fucking complicated it hurts to look into the mirror and not try to bash it.
Tanya finished crying @ 8:04 PM

 
Hello everyone, this is my fucked up life, enjoy it while you can
Tanya finished crying @ 10:44 PM