Woah, blogger has all changed now...wooo it's weird, cos I can't read my previous posts, but it's definately better looking. I've learnt to read guitar tabs and can play 'Tomorrow' and 'Knocking on Heaven's Door' by Avril....bah, I'm starting to despise Avril actually, but her songs are easy to sing...hehehe, I'm now trying to play kiss from a rose by seal, which looks easy but since i'm shit, it's crap.

Apparently Louise catches the same bus as Tom and he said 'I had sex with Hugh!' and that really is just not true!! Anyway, I'm going. I'm still having bad luck!!
Tanya finished crying @ 8:43 PM

 
Okay the past 4 days have been the worst in my life...here we go point form:
-I went to Amali's party and got with Hugh (it was quick and nothing)
-I told Tom and he immediantly stopped talking to me
-Got dumped on Monday
-I've been crying non-stop every night
-Nick reckons I used Tom
-Didn't hand in an assignment on time so I'm grounded for two weeks, maybe four if I don't catch up
-Lost my locker key, the spare is in my locker with my blazer and the master key doesn't work
-Tom will hardly talk to me now led me to do some things
-I spoke to Aunty Joan on the phone and she is constantly reminding me of what Gran was like before she died.
-I miss Gran and Tom more than anything
-I'm completely fucked in the head right now.
-I'm completely lost without Tom
-I always fuck up relationships

Why am I such a fuck up, I wrote a note to Tom like on Monday saying 'Okay maybe we shouldn't go out' then changed my mind after he read it. I really really really actually do like him and I really really want to go out with him again...ahhh I can't live with guilt of what I've done. I was his first girlfriend...I feel so so bad with myself. I fucked up the best relationship I've ever had...I'm going. Bye.




Tanya finished crying @ 8:36 PM

 
I am 69% Tortured Artist

Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com
Tanya finished crying @ 12:23 PM

 
I am 61% Punk Rock

The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about?

Take the Punk Rock Test at fuali.com
Tanya finished crying @ 12:19 PM