I went into town today. Not looking for anyone in particular, but then I ran into Anna, Miz, Katie, Maddie, Amali and Mel. Hmmm yeh I brought this waistband thing from supre, oh lord I'm turning into a shopping freak, yeh I taxed this pretty ring from this shop and I'm obsessed with it.
Yeh I still love Ben, heaps and heaps, I miss him heaps aswell. I hope he comes to visit me tomorrow because I'm having withdrawal symptoms from not seeing him as much as I used to. Oh why why why did he have to break up with me?? Hmm I'm bored and I'm feeling inspired to put some song lyrics on here.
Let the light, from the light house, let it shine on me!
I wonder, I wonder, if the light, from the lighthouse, would shine on me.
Here is my thought, this is my plea
Lord let your holy light, shine on me.
I wonder would you, hear my prayer?
I know I'm not worthy, but I need your help.
Lord shine your light, shine it this way.
Shine it so I can see which way to take.
My faith is in you, to bring me through, I have one question.
I wonder, I wonder, if the light, from the light house, would shine on me.
I swear songs that just appear one day seem to relate what's goin on with stuff in my life...this so relates to Ben...ahhhh *cries* I lurve him, haha me and Josefine just watched 'A Walk to Remember' she was bawling her eyes out and so did I...ahh I'm so pathetic.
Dido-White Flag
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Ben broke up with me last week. I'm so fucking stupid. I've hurt him so much though. I really can't like sleep or anything and as if you would look at pics and read poems from your ex-boyfriend for like 2 hours straight. I really really want to get back together with him. I'm considering giving him my diary full of thoughts on him, but he doesn't like me nagging so I'll just try and wait awhile.
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