Okay, I really can't be bothered typing a full length story of yesterday so I'll just do dot points in order of things.
-Yesterday was a public holiday because of show day so Ben came over and we walked to the Botanical Gardens and looked at all the prettiness.
-Yesterday was also when the Hutchins social was on at Isobar. Ben wouldn't come because he decided to go to Jades so me and Soph went but we had to wait for all my year 10 friends to come at 8.
-While we were waiting, undercover cops came and searched our bags, we had 2 cans of woodstock, but I pulled some Jedi master bullshit and covered them up and we got away with it.
-About 20mins later, Ellie ran over and told us that my friends got caught by the same undercover cops and got $50 worth of grog taken off them.
-We finally met the girls and I shared the woodstock with MBS.
-We hurried to Isobar because apparently you couldn't get in because there were too many people in there, so we lined up outside with all these bogans and stuff but we didn't get in, so we all started a party at Parliment lawns.
-Couldn't be bothered staying there, so we went back to Isobar at 10pm and got in for the last hour.
-It was okay, I told this Briallen chick that's obsessed with ben that she had to stay the fuck away from him it was so funny.
-Afterwards, I saw an old friend (Chris Rowbottom) and he took me home in his Holden barina (GO BARINAS!)
An eventful night, tonight I'm going to Jades, but noo Ben isn't going to be there because he went last night. Damn it to hell. Anyway, Anna's coming over in an hour so I gtg, bye bye.
Fucking oath, dad's just told me that he's getting married to his girlfriend...he doesn't fucking need another woman, it's just going to be a repeat of my mum and my brother's mum. He says he's always broke because of me and James, how the hell is he going to financially support another woman and HER child?
I love Ben so much. I don't mean to be annoying but I really do. At the moment, I'm at school, we aren't having gathering for some reason, so we're doing private study. It's quiet....too quiet, I dislike the quiet now. Yay, I'm not depressed anymore, I swear, well I do feel better about my self now for some reason, I think it's the fact that if I ever spoke of dying or stuff like that ever again I would get kicked out of the boarding house and I don't want that to happen because I'll be out on the street. Maybe, if I act happier than I am now, Ben will probably like me again and then again, maybe not. Damn that. I miss him heaps right now, oh I love him, so so much, maybe If I dream every night that he'll ask me back out then I'll wake up one morning and it will happen, after all, a dream is a wish your heart makes. Oo, only 3 days of school this week, because of Show Day and the pupil-free day, yay. Isobar on Thursday night, I hope Ben comes. I have a note to give to him, bah, I'll give it to him later, well I'm bailing. :)
Ben says to say 'I like motorbikes'
Yeh, it's been really really hot in hobart lately, which is good because it is perfect weather for tanning. I went to the Aths carnival yesterday and roasted like a pig on a spit roast. Hmmm, well nothing else to say except that Ben came over today. I love him heaps.
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