I was just thinking about when I got with Tom...I remembered an email he sent to me:
your an attractive girl tanya and you turn me on, but you also freak me out. you say a lot of things and sometimes i dont know what to believe.
ive met so many cool girl people since i got here and ive said to myself that it wouldnt be a good idea to go chasing any of them yet, because i dont know any of them that well and id probably decide i liked somebody else a lot more anyway
i couldnt make an emotional commitent to you tanya because i dont think we have enough in common. but that doesnt stop me from finding you damn sexy
anyway that all might sound a bit blunt but i think you should know what i think so i dont lead you on
you should find some other nice boy to chase, one who'll pay more attention to you
keep it real
from tom
Anyway, I feel really bad, i've explained this to him and he said not to worry. anyway we ended up having a groping sesh in his room which could've gotten us both expelled. After that I wrote him an email saying how we have to secretive he replied:
im glad you understand where i am coming from. casual is good and private is good. i am still very much in the shit with jenny, who is taking every opportunity to have a go at me. actually maybe thats a bit harsh, but i really have to make an effort to stay out of the bad books. but dont let that put you off, its just that i need you to be discreet.
in fact this might sound strange, but it would turn me on even more if you almost ignore me when we are around other, and save it up for when we are alone.
write back and tell me if you are cool with this
tomorrow im going into town early to meet my cousin clare and her mum ellen for dinner and a movie so i wont be there after school or for dinner
but ill be here thursday arvo and looking forward to it
tom
Yay, I got with Tom...a couple of times...yay...I love him...we have to keep it a secret too, by the way, Sam and daz, please take my blog link off your website, this is supposed to be personal, sorry guys.
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