Hehe, Danielle recently found this on her computer:
One day, when we were feeling sentimental, we wrote lists of the things that we would like to do before we die.......just like Jamie From 'A Walk To Remember'......This is my list.
1. Backpack Through Europe And Asia
2. Smoke a classy handrolled Cuban cigar while hungover in the gutter.
3. Go to the defence force and study 'The Arts'
4. Start a band.
5. Kick John Howard Up the arse on his daily walk
6. Kiss Lucy Liu
7. Star In a re-make of Moulin Rouge
8. Have A Better Car Then Taity
9. Buy a house and paint the inside cow print.
10. At 20, Find Mrs Mitchell and kick her up the ass
11. Beat the living shit out of Libby Man.
12. Wedding ring to be white gold, encrusted with small diamonds and inscribed with 'I love thee' inside.
13. Ride a black stallion on the beach while the sun is setting.
14. Successfully astrally-project anywhere
15. Learn how to play the electric guitar.
16. Have hair straightened permenently
17. Have wild sex in a jail cell
18. Fly a jet in the air force
19. Find Atlantis
20. Own a property where horses run free
21. Own a ute, grow a mullet and drive in the Northern Territory
22. Marry someone who actually loves me for me.
23. To be happy forever.
24. Learn how to play the drums.
25. Have plastic surgery done to my face.
26. Adopt a child from Asia.
27. Get a Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution.
28. Work at a zoo and be a carer for a red panda.
I updated some of my website today, replaced some ugly photos of me with some not-so-bad ones on my about me page. I'm sitting here, singing Delta. I'm in a good, happy mood. Yeh so if you get a chance, drop by my website, the link is on the navigation bar.
I finally told my friend Nick that he was very good looking and it's the truth. He was surpised and then commented on my ass. Actually, alot of people have been doing that lately and would have to steal a quote quote off Lgt: "I really dont like the fact that they were looking at my bum to start with." And that is the truth!
I went to bed at 3am this morning, woke up thinking it was like 2pm in the arvo but it ended up being 9am! It was so hot, damn this weather. I played tennis today...on the nintendo. Hmmmm.
So I had this crazy idea of inviting Ben up to stay with me and Shack on new years, but the boy has no faith and didn't want my dad to ask his parents if he could go. It's just shit me off now and I feel stupid that I attempted to arrange the whole thing in the first place. Wow, I feel amazingly stupid, don't you hate that feeling when you try and do something that SEEMS worthwhile but it just ends up a waste. Well. Yeh over it now. If he doesn't want to come then he doesn't have to then.
Hmm, 8 more days until Shack comes up. Finally, something comes up.
Bah. Another day, another peaceful afternoon nap which I have just awoken from. First thing I did was look in the mirror, I realised that I need to pluck my eyebrows, brush my hair and that I have a pimple coming up in a very hurtful part of my face which sucks ass. Another day with nothing to do. Woohoo, this would probably be better if I had a life.
The Whitlams were right, there's no aphrodisiac for lonliness.
Hold on to me love
you know I can't stay long
all I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
I'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
Say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
I love Evanescence :)
Well I just suddenly became really annoyed, angry and abusive. I don't know why. Maybe I haven't been getting enough sleep. Sleep...something I don't do for long enough. Bah. There is absolutely nothing to do, at the moment I'm home alone because everyone else in the house has gone to my brother's play.
Hmm what can I bitch about? I can think about a lot of stuff, but it would be better not to mention it here.
I miss my friends.
I miss Ben.
I need to scan my formal pics.
I can't be bothered.
Damn my pathetic life. There's nothing to do. I wish Ben would get his arse online and read the email I sent to him the other day.
Bordem.
I'm in a really sad, depressing mood right now. I just woke up from my usual, peaceful afternoon nap and I feel like shit.
For the past week, songs with really good, sad lyrics have been making me cry. I can't help it, but Limp Bizkit's new song 'Behind Blue Eyes' is bloody fantastic. The lyrics are simple, good and are what I am feeling now, except I have brown eyes and I am a female. Heh, I got into a bit of a shit last night, Ben's sister was telling me that at the last assembly Ben got all these awards and Libby...(grr) was sitting infront of her going 'Weeee go ben go ben!' Which drove me to the absolute shits and caused me to punch a hole in my wall. Well, here are the lyrics to 'Behind Blue Eyes'
Enjoy.
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
Dear Santa.
For christmas, I would like:
1. An acoustic guitar
2. The entire Baz Luhrman Trilogy DVD collection.
3. A Gamecube
4. A Gameboy Advance
5. A New cossie.
6. A wireless mouse.
and if it's not too much.....
7. A car, preferably a Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution.
I'm sure all of these things can be purchased online *wink wink*
Thank you.
Hello Hello!
I'm in bateman's bay now...I've been staying at Shack's house and my auntys. It was okay.
Ben's in Brisbane at the moment for athletics, lucky arse. Bah it's been really hot.
I have nothing else to say.
My life is screwed right now.
It's my life, don't you forget, it never ends...until one day.
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