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About Me
Friday, January 03, 2003
I've found sex. It was a game. It was for fun But then I got hurt. Whose arms do I belong in? Should I have shared my self So often, so freely? How can sex have meaning? After all that I have done I look for something more And I don't know what it could be. I see your eyes. All I see in them is love And fear And I am left speechless. Just being arround you makes me uncomfortable. I've forgotten how to love. I've forgotten how to let myself be loved. Because I fucked. I got fucked. I don't know how to make love. I don't know how to let go. I'm scared to touch you Because I feel dirty. I did it all for the FUCK But that wasn't what I was looking for. I was just watching Channel V and Christina Aguilera's new song 'Beautiful' came on. The video clip and the song was so touching. The video clip was about people who thought they were ugly and people who were different to people including 2 gay men kissing (it was so cute!) I thought I was going to cry, someone has actually written a song fitting the description to many people who need help out there. Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, it's hard to breathe Now and then, I get insecure From all the fame, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone and the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words won't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words won't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... No matter what we do (no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) We're the song inside the tune Full of beautiful mistakes And everywhere we go (everywhere we go) The sun will always shine (sun will always shine) And tomorrow we might wake on the other side All the other times We are beautiful no matter what they say Yes, words won't bring us down We are beautiful no matter what they say Yes, words can't bring us down Don't you bring me down today Wednesday, January 01, 2003
I love you so much, Kane. LOL It feels like i'm bursting with love hehe sounds so scary, but true. I love you and I can say it a million times and it still wouldn't feel like i've expressed it enough and i'm at lost for words to describe all that i feel for you. You're all that I need, all that I want, and nothing else to me matters. My mind's all about you so please dont barr me off! I want to talk to you because I miss u heaps right now. Give me a chance to apologise and explain some shit. Your beautiful Kane, your driving me absolutely crazy. Please dont go all slack on me before I leave. Okay so I'm in an honest mood...o_O yup, I'm enjoying life to the fullest. w00t! Current MSN name:!*[Ï LôvË Kåñê]*!>>[My heart is on fire and filled with such desire] I've got it for him bad. lol I gotta stop raving on like a lunatic! It's scaring me. Well I can't blame myself, he's beautiful and loving him is a 24 hour job ^_^ You're just the kind of boy That girls like me enjoy You act like you're so straight But baby, I can tempt your fate Come on now Mr. Clean Honey I know where you've been I can tell You and I We could fly Raise some hell I'm feeling happy, messy Quick undress me! Baby we'll clean up Making your mind up Baby you're signed up Welcome to Happy Messy Love Lol those parts of Rachael Kane's 'Happy Messy Love' are so cute...she must have been so horny to have written that song! hahahahaha. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, Oh yeh, happy new year! lol, I watched 2 sets of fireworks last night, they were so sic...I love em! i had a few of woodstocks..*YUCK* ah well, didnt do anything to me so I'm fine. I've cut down on the drinking, I'm getting really over it. Ahh well. Seeya  Which Flower Are You?Find out! 
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Sunday, December 29, 2002
Hi again. Well tonight I went to the carni with Shack and co. Saw a few friends, including Lauren from Canberra ^_^ yay I havent seen her for ages! Hmmm, I've tanned so much, I went to the beach today...the water was absolutely fantastic! LOL I've had such a fun day XD
Shack reckons I should be ashamed to like Kane. LOL, I'm not ashamed at all, Kane's a beautiful person with a few setbacks, but ah well you get that. Shack doesnt even know him, lol funny that. I was at the carni tonight, I was hoping to see paul, to give back his phone...and it got stolen while me and lauren were on the Music Trip! Fucking hell, I'm so screwed, Paul's one of my best mates, he'll kill me. It turns out he was in Sydney and will be another week...I'm in shit...bad!
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