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About Me
Saturday, December 07, 2002
Oh fuck, I just typed what happened to day and it got deleted...FUCKING OATH, oh well...here's my favourite quote by Rei Ayanami from Neon Genesis Evangelion: Mountain, heavy are the mountains But that changes, with the passage of time Sky, blue sky, what your eyes can't see, what your eyes can see The sun, one, only one Water, it is agreeable, Commander Ikari Flowers, so many the same, so many without purpose Sky, sky of red, red the color, the color I hate Liquid flows, it drips, ripples, and pours Blood, scent of blood, woman who does not bleed From the red soil the humans come Humans made by man and woman City, a human creation Eva, a human creation as well What are humans? Are they creations of God? Humans, that which is created by humans This is that which is mine My life, my heart I am a vessel for my thoughts The entry plug, the throne of the soul Who is this? This is me Who am I? What am I? What am I? What am I? I am I. This object that is, is myself That which forms me This is the self that can be seen, and yet this is not like that which is myself A strange feeling My body feels as if it is melting I can no longer see myself My form, my shape fades from view Awareness dawns of someone who is not me Who is here? There? Beyond me, here Shinji This person I know, Major Katsuragi Dr. Akagi People, my classmates The pilot of Unit Two Commander Ikari Who are you? Who are you? Who are you? I Love it, Hmmmmmmmmm ^_^ Friday, December 06, 2002
hehehe, I've been silly. You see dad brought too much ice cream home, so I asked Tyrone and Renee if they wanted it and they accepted. ^_^ I'm so sick of stupid ice cream! 'Sometimes I get so wierd, I even freak myself out' True...it's so very true... Too many voices, It won't take long Which one's right, which one's wrong Yours is most likely to be misunderstood Screaming in tongues On the top of my lungs 'Til i find you, 'Til you found me Somehow i always knew that you would And i am contemplating matters All this cling and clatter In my head, and what you said Is ringing, ringing faster And it's all good if you would Stop the world from making sense And if i could just realize It doesn't really matter It doesn't really matter It doesn't really matter If i could touch The sound of silence now You know i would if i knew how To make these intentions Come around I'm hearing without listening And believing every word You are not saying Speaking without a sound Trapped inside Of these four walls Walking brainless muppet dolls Mushroom face Beneath the tangles Bleeding silhouette inside Dancing like an angel would Hello there. It's the day after the social.... Okay me and lauren went to Danielle's house after school and got ready. Our social had a Hollywood theme so I dressed as Alicia Keys...with the hat and all. We met people at maccas...daz and lgt did a bit of drinking and I did a bit of smoking :-( anyway, i got a big mac...yay...love em..I saw Doherty (yuck), Taity... and Kane...(TOTALLY BARRED) Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm well anyway, the social was alright...Eddie wanted to get with me but I didnt so I went off and got with Tim Mitchell (who happens to be the fucking principals son and the troll's son...) hmmmm i have mixed feelings now. I think I love Tim but i highly doubt it...I was thinking the other night and in a way what I though was right, Kane isnt really worth it...he hates me anyway..i guess in a way he used me aswell..I'm really sorry Kane but it's true.....Okay...well, yeh i'm going to go bail and die. FUCK my life is so lame. ;_; Tuesday, December 03, 2002
"Everytime you go away It actually kinda makes my day Everytime you leave you slam the door You pick your words so carefully You hate to think you're hurting me You leave me laughing on the floor 'cause I don't give it up I don't give a damn What you say about that You know I don't give it up I don't give a damn What you say about that You know I'm not gonna cry About some stupid guy A guy who thinks he's all that I thought we were just hanging out So why'd you kiss me on the mouth You thought the way you taste would get me high You went to all your friends to brag Guys are always such a drag Don't you know the reason that I kissed you was to say goodbye..." That would have to be my favourite Avril Lavigne song. I love Avril. I respect her greatly, I respect her values and I respect her music. I sat next to Whittle on the bus today. It seems that he doesnt like Daz at the moment...(too much fighting..I HATE IT) bleh, I'm sorta changing...there places where I cant help myself to be a fuckwit....oh well, I guess that's just a part of me. As for Kane, I still wuv him...oh god seriously help me...LOL i'm a wiccan, what am I asking God for help for? Monday, December 02, 2002
1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? Hmmm my single dad parent and my half little brother in an apartment at Denham's Beach, NSW 2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Forest, a journey from the wild by Sonya Hartnett 3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Lol I dont use one! 4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Twister...is that board game? oh dear endless fun with that. 5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? Cleo...love the advice ;) 6. FAVORITE SMELL? Hmmmm Ralph Lauren for Her. 7. FAVORITE SOUND? Rain in a quiet forest..^_^ 8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? When the person you love hates you and pays you out! 9. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKEUP? I dont want to go to school.... 10.HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? about 4...o_O 11. NAME OF FUTURE CHILD? Well if I ever have children it would have to be....Sophie 12. MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE? wealth, health, love.. the usual 13. FAVORITE FOODS? I love japanese...or anything asian really. 14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Vanilla is my heartthrob 15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? LOL if I had a car I would! 16. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED TEDDY? Yes I do sometimes...his name is Percy 17. THUNDER STORMS--COOL OR SCARY? They're definately cool...especially for those nights your out with you significant other...*wink wink* 18. WHAT TYPE WAS/IS GOING TO BE YOUR FIRST CAR? Well my dad currently has a deposit on a Wolkswagen beetle for me, but since I've been so naughty i think he gave up on it! nooo, it's so shiny and silver! 19. ULTIMATE VEHICLE? Erm...i dont know much about cars, so I dont know really..something flashy with black leather interior 20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? It would have to be Nelson Mandela...or my true soulmate 21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Flirtini...xox 22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Libra...yes I do realise there's a tampon named after it. 23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Of course, I love my veggies ^_^ 24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE? professional dancer/choreographer/singer 25. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes...oh wait, I am in love... 26. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? What glass? 27. FAVORITE MOVIE? have a few....Moulin Rouge, Centre Stage and Save The Last Dance 28. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? Yer, i have been since grade 5! 29. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? LOL...erm...ciggerette butts from like 3 months ago...dust bunnies and of course the occasional pair of knickers :P 30. FAVORITE NUMBER? 12 Fuck you evil survey creators for making them addictive! :P  How can I label you? brought to you by Quizilla Whats wrong with being Avril? o_O...I lurve her!  What Kind of Virgin Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Yeh that would be true...if I was a virgin....oh fuck it, when I first had sex it wasnt supposed to happen...what a fucking waste, i absolutely regret it and I wish I waited till I found the right person. Oh my god, guess what happened today. Tilley fucking slapped me, she's such a bitch and reckons I've made up with her, but i've said like shit all to her. FREEEK. She comes into Homeroom roars at me then slaps me...what a fucking bitch, what a fucking hoe...she's the one who needs some dignity because she fucks anyone who's drunk and wont notice her. What a fuck up. My dad reckons she's going no where in life if she's that low. Come on she stole Paul's virginity and she denys it like it is a bad thing...:( poor paul.... I went home with Danielle today...so I caught the bus with her. I was sitting there by myself cos Paul went to go talk to bernie and the next thing I know is that Whittle is sitting next to me bugging me about who I fucking like....and I couldn't help it but yell out..'IT'S KANE OKAY!?!?!?!' fucking oath, i'm going to regret it so much...i'm going to go curl up and die now. Ciao. Sunday, December 01, 2002
eddie says: and plus i like ya but doesnt mean any thing does it -*Your everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone*- says: i dont care if you like me eddie says: :(seriously eddie says: u fucking harsh bitch Yes it's the truth, i'm so harsh, I'm forced to barr him now, he's been acting like this everytime I say I like someone else. He's really got to get over me, cos I love Kane...i'll never like Eddie again, he's gay, he's up himself and not to mention...lacking personal hygiene....o_O Ahhhhhhhh obsessive compulsive posting disorder...how many times has it been today? Well after the bushing bashing update, I've found out Todd denys fucking Tilley or that he just hasnt. Fuck Tilley's a rat, she took Rubino's Virginity...i wish it was someone else, he's so sweet and doesnt deserve what happened.  What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla Okay, that's paritally true...leave out the locker room and the flashing panties bit, and you have exactly me hehehee ^_^ I've been listening to different types of music today, and I've come up with a routine to the first chorus for 'You Make me Sick' by Pink...yay maybe I should be a choreographer when I grow up...ooooo possibility! 'I'm Romantic-Sexy.... Your fantasies involve love, not lust. You are a fantastic kisser, and for very good reason: it's your favorite thing. You are sappy as hell, and you don't care who knows it' hehehe another true statement through a stuipid online quiz. Anyway luv yas. UPDATE ON BUSHBASHING Okay it turns out Tilley gave Eddie head...and Todd sex....and also Paul sex...without a condom...but Paul didnt blow so it's all good ^_^ My life is like cotton candy. Sweet and pink, quite fluffy and makes me happy, but you never know when it's going to melt and become a hard crystalized mess...... Okay, i've found out that apparently Rubino and Tilley had unprotected sex...AHHHHHH my poor darl...no not Tilley..Rubino! Current Music: "Put your hands up" by The Crooklyn Clan I never knew there was a love like this before...Never had someone to show me love....Love like this before... Love that song, it's from Save the Last Dance. I think I'm gonna start dancing again. Proove to that snotty dancing instructor that I can dance and coreograph better than her!!  You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in these modern times. Unicorns are pure and incurruptible. In China, unicorns symbolised gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some potchers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prised possesion, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when disattached from the unicorn's body, the magic was suggnificantly reduced and could only protect against poison. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spirling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color. Congradulations, you are a rarity amoung mythical beasts. There aren't enough of people like you in the world.  Which Sailor Scout are you?
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