Today Sam came over, went to town, saw Kane, went home, went swimming, got drilled by waves...gah, anyway last post from the bay. I'm crying, no not for the fact that I'm leaving, but because I love Kane and I'm not going to see him for ages :(
Bah, it's thursday, 2nd last day in the bay...doing nothing. Going to Canberra airport at 7am, catching the plane at 11:30am, Arriving in Tassie between 1:30 and 2pm, Staying at Essie's house for 2 nights, Go to the boarding house on Monday, go out and visit some friends on Tuesday. Buy some uniform stuff on Wednesday when the orientation is on, then shitty school on Thursday. Farewell bateman's bay!
Everything is fucked, I've fucked up every chance I've had with anyone, everything I touch turns to shit, I dont want anything to do with anyone anymore, it's all fucked. This is reality, all my hope and dreams are gone, fuck this world
I'm crying again and I shouldn't be. It's Kane's fault. No I'm not trying to gain sympathy from him, but it really is his fault.