GOD I LOVE TOM! HE'S SO GORGEOUSLY NICE....ahhhh, max though....fuck fuck fucked right up the arse.
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I really really really really want a boyfriend, I'm going paranoid by seeing happy couples where ever I go....aahhh it's scary!
Yes I've realised now, I've fallen completely in love with Tom. I wish he loved me too. Yer, I still like Max, but ya know, I cant tell him that I bat Tom now can I?
Clark is a wog.
Sato is a champ.
Tom is beautiful.
Max is crazy.
Joe is psychopathic.
Ed has nice deordorant.
James is sweet.
Ben is my slave.
Rock is a smoker.
Morten is hot.
Gary is gay.
Lachy looks like his mum.
Tas is a girl.
Christian is a legend.
Michael is hell smart.
Boarding house Boys Crew, there's more of them, but those ones are the legends
Tom was telling me about how he was supposed to go the movies the other night, but he decided he would go down to Salamanca instead which broke the rule of 'trust' between our Tudors. Anyway, someone told Jenny and he was in trouble, which wasnt a bad thing because we were both in shit moods...I've been crying non-stop and didnt go to school today because my friends are fighting. At least we could feel shit together, he walked me back to Pov house and we had a nice 'confide in me' talk. Our conversation ended with me seeing him to the door and....
Me:'I feel really bad'
Tom:'You've told me that, you feel worse or something?'
Me:'No it's just the fact that I think I'm starting to like you instead of Max'
Gah, I'm so bad, but I cant help it. Tom's a really nice guy to talk to, he's lovely. Anyway I better go, seeya
Heh, Clarissa just rushed passed me on her way to the gym...christ she's sooo tough, she goes to the gym every day. I just came home about an hour ago. Yesterday we went protesting against war on iraq...it was so fun!!! There was this old guy singing 'All we are saying, is give peace a chance' and we all (Me, Amali, Essie, KT and Madz) joined in.
We held a surprise sleepover birthday party for Jennie at K.T's house. It was pretty fun, even though I was messaging Ed Welch for half the night. K.T's parents told us some guys were outside, and it happened to be Boris, benn, walds, some guy, joey and Kirkby. Kirkby was bent off his face and was doing commando rolls into people's bushes...hehehe. M.b.s did break her nose that day she tripped over Adam Wong and slashed her nose on the corner of the wall...she has a black eye...I hope she feels better soon...We had a big sesh of D&M's last night. Until everyone fell asleep. Amali was crying because she was telling us how her dad said 'Amali, why do you hate me' and she was just like 'I dont'...she has great parents and I really do sometimes think she takes them for granted and In a way...all of our group does.
Valentine's day was GREEEEAT! I got one valentine card from this Tom guy who lives at the boarding house, he's so sweet, he's just like 'Congratulations tanya you've made it on the top 12 coolest girls in hobart list!' hehe, I think I'm starting to like him too, no no no NAUGHTY
Tanya...first Ed Welch...then Max...and now another person, and as if I have actually gotten over Kane and Paul..I hate it I hate it. God I want a boyfriend...God that sounded really lame.
Me and Essie were walking through town yesterday seeing fucking happy couples everywhere! We were just like 'What the fuck, we want boyfriends!' hmmmmm well Max still hasnt answered yet, but I'm actually reconsidering my feelings about him, cos Tom lives with him as well, and as for Morten who I havent mentioned because he's another german guy that has gone to NZ for 2 weeks to watch the sailing...I think I have a thing for him too...WHAT'S THE FUCKING GO?!?!?!?!?!!??!!
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