It's getting dark, too dark to see,
Feels like I'm knocking on heaven's door.

Knock, knock knocking on heaven's door.
Knock, knock knocking on heaven's door.

I miss you Gran. You always showed how much you loved me, but I never really showed how much I cared for you back. I know you were excited to see me, but you slipped away before you could. Your funeral was lovely and even Ian and Daniel came. Daniel's sorry that we broke the washing line when we were little. I don't want the house to be sold. Well, I love you so much, you said you would never leave me, but you had to. You devoted your life to making others happy and you never wanted anything for yourself. I saw you in the coffin and I held your hands and kissed your forehead and I was so shocked to find that you were so lifeless and cold because I always knew you as a warm person. You always loved me no matter how bad I was, I always thought you would be here forever. I really want you back, but you can't come back. You didn't really give us a chance to say goodbye, but I'll do it now. Goodbye Gran, I'll miss you more than anything, memories are forever and don't forget; I love you.






Tanya finished crying @ 11:17 PM

 
approximately 2 days ago, my dearest grandmother passed away...and it was only going to be a week until saw her next! Apparently she was so excited that she was going to see me, it made me cry so much. I can't really stop crying, she was more like my mum to me. Anyway the funeral is on Wednesday and right now I'm at Manilla airport waiting for my flight back to Singapore and my flight to Melbourne so I can go and see my family. I miss Tom heaps right now. I really just want to go back to tassie and be with my friends. Well hopefully my flight won't be cancelled cos of shitty weather otherwise I'll be spewin. Toodles.
Tanya finished crying @ 2:30 PM